Thursday, July 28, 2011

T - 5 Hours

Its baby day and I still have no signs of nerves, just pure excitement as I anticipate holding our daughter in just a few hours. I realize that I am just trading in pain at this point. I have trouble getting my shoes on, going up stairs, and rolling over in bed and I its not going to get any easier after I have the c-section HOWEVER the pain is dulled by the fact that I will be made a mother again. It is never short of a miracle to bring these spirits to earth, I think more this pregnancy than the other two I have been even more aware of that fact (also I know just how fast they grow.) I don’t want to rush through these next few days but take it all in knowing that (God willing) I will recover, I will sleep again one day, I will be able to reclaim my body, but for now I will give that ALL up to hold this sweet baby girl.

REAGAN ready or not here you come, we can’t wait to welcome you home!!!

Love your Momma